I Still Feel A Pain In My

To be strong Pretending your angry words as you drink to prepare yourself for the pain don’t hurt me. Pretending I’m ok with being told I’m the one in the wrong. Just because I’ve tri to get you to come to b instead. Pretending the emotional toil is manageable. Hiding what is actually going on with you has taken its toll on me. The black dog is pressing against the door. If it gets much stronger then I’ve lost. Our baby forces me to get up, to continue, to smile and play and remember how happy we can be. I push the door shut again. Hoping to hold on for another day.

I still love you. Despite what

Counselling beckons but how do I get time to Jordan Phone Number List do that? Between work and our child and you The house is already in ne of a cleaner. Worst of all, you don’t notice. You go out while I’m at work. You get upset if you have to collect me. You’ll help friends till midnight on days when my day at work was hard and horrible and left me upset. I’m no longer lov. I’m here for sex and to make sure you get your arm stitch. I’ll wait. Patiently. I’ll try to keep going. I’ll try to give you the space and comfort you ne. One day you’ll come back to me without the big black dog.

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You’ll come back with the puppy instead. You’ll BS Leads start to hug me again, not just my boobs but me. You’ll notice that the weight I’ve lost has gone too quickly in too shorter time. You’ll get me chocolate. In my dreams, you apologise for how you were, for what you said when you had to externalise your anger. While your brain tomments you and tries to goade mine into doing the same.

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